why don't we hit restart and pause it at our favourite parts

Friday, January 22, 2010,10:07 AM

-WEEK TWO!!!!!!!!!!

It's saturday 2.15am! I've only done three and a half questions for linear algebra II omt i'm dying! I cannot do it without my senior's help! >:O I'm too reliant on others already! It's fern's birthday! We just sang birthday song and ate that super delicious cake! :D Celebrated three birthdays this week! :D I hope dudu liked her celebration! :D

Really thank God for this week. Had a pretty good time catching up with clarice and tb! :D And also bumping into seniors around school and friends! Like, talking to joanne during the last 8mins of probability lecture because she entered the lt to wait for her friend. Bumping into sijia twice this week! :D A pretty good talk with ninamon too. I thrashed out some stuffs about school to others as well, thinking I've actually got numbed to it all but actually I haven't. I hope next week will be better! Think I ought to pray about it. Got two assignments due and online mcqs to be done! Tutorials are starting next week as well. Zomg damn busy! And we signed up for SCAMP, seniors recuitment! :D

Duties, meetings and IHG matches this week. Everyday seems to be packed to the max! Sleeping at two plus and waking up at 8plus for breakfast! But I'm trying to enjoy this whole process. Anyway, we've only got a few more years of schooling left. Let's cherish and appreciate every moment of it! Studying shouldn't be a chore!

HAHA, this is random but our lounge has transformed into a gambling dent! Poker & mahjong ftw!

Alright, co prac, family dinner and cny shopping tmrw!

Goodnight everyone!

Friday, January 15, 2010,6:16 PM

-best of the best

BWOC on friday night was such a success! :D Yay! The food prepared by each floor was so yummy I could gorge everything down my throat into my pitless stomach! But it was such a pity I didn't get to taste those meatballs!!! I need to go to ikea soon to satisfy my cravings! Despite the mad rush trying to collect donation cards after that which resulted in me missing the screening of the lovely bones, it was fun nonetheless. :) More donation cards to be collected on monday and endless receipt claims to be done!

I had the best day of the sem as well because dudu accompanied me the entire day from 12-8pm through all my lectures! :D Oh my tian, I have the most awesome friend ever! :D

I survived week one! :D But there's a lot of revising to do! Especially when modules like probability and linear algebra II is starting to confuse me already.

& today's my mum's special day, happy birthday ah niang!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010,6:11 PM

-I'll sing of Your love forever

This year seems like the hardest point of my life so far, when I struggle to balance everything, struggle to set things right, struggle to walk right with God. I'm reminded again, it's going to be a year where I'll have to learn to do the hard things. It's only the fourth day of school but it feels as though weeks have gone by. As I think about the upcoming duties I have for IHG, meetings per week, chingay dance prac a couple of times per week, spending time with my family, going to church, spending more time with God during QT, co pracs and tutorials/labs are going to kick in soon, I get afraid. I'm afraid I can't find time. 24 hours isn't enough. But I believe God will provide. God will never leave me nor forsake me.

Wednesday was my free day. Thank God I studied in the library and cleared a decent amount of work so that I could support tennis without feeling guilty. I don't want to lead the kind of life that I led last sem. I want to have proper time management!

And I just witnessed the goodness of God in my dear friend :) I'm so proud of you twin! :) I'm so happy that you've regained your confidence in God and doing so well in school. Really gives me a lot of encouragement! I will hang in there and witness God's faithfulness too.

The tide is high but I'm holding on!

Thursday, January 07, 2010,6:30 AM

-i will find strength in You

Three more days before school starts and we're in the midst of bidding for our modules. I do hope I get my gem and will start bidding for soci soon, probably the next round. I hope my gem doesn't drain all my points in my gaccount. My probability module cost me a bomb man. Heartache ttm.

Met up with stella and duqian this week. :) Lunch and kbox was really fun! Sometimes I feel really lucky and thankful for friends like them, whom I can be myself and not hide a thing. I really enjoyed their company. Stella and I kept singing couple songs hahaha and duqian kept singing her usual zhao wei songs that has really awkward pauses at certain parts and weird lyrics like dee dee dee na na na? I dirtied the place like crazy too because I spilled stella's drink all over. Think we created a big mess over there. I'm pretty sure we're blacklisted. But this time we all tried to sing songs without the singer. UPS!! I had so much fun, we should do such things more often! Sing to our hearts content! I guess this will only happen probably after sem two ends. I'm already counting down! Haha.

Out with oba and grace today to sgh. :) It's been so long since we met up with oba! So glad we saw her today! Grace is as funny as usual and it was so funny trying to direct her to the life centre (not eye centre!) The waiting time was long, but I didn't really notice it. Must be too engrossed in our chat and playing grace's iTouch! :D Met up with winnie at smu!!!! :D :D I miss winnie! We had yummy lunch at screme at only five dollars!! So value for money. We laughed a lot and I felt like a secondary school kid again! :D Nothing beats the good old times in stnicks! We ended up touring around smu and talking in the study room :) ice monsters, getting jieying's present then bumping into tyl and her bro on the bus. Me love my neighbour! :)

On wed, we had ABC meeting. :) I miss ABC!! Ziyi's back! :D He's still so funny. Anyway, bwoc is postponed to next friday. Looking forward to it but i'll only end class at 8pm. I think i'll be missing the cookout part. :( But looking forward to baking apple crumble! :D

Howwwwwwwww? What should I do? I need to get some stuffs settled ASAP! D:

Sunday, January 03, 2010,7:50 PM

-the climb!

It's monday, fourth day into the new year. Troubles and worries start coming my way. I guess life's a climb, really. I've told some people my decision about hall yet I think it's so hard to carry them out. There's a lot of consequences, people I'll disappoint and hurt, yet if I don't do so, disappoint and hurt others too. I can't have the best of both worlds. Sometimes I wish I could just enjoy the moment and go with the flow, but sometimes you know you just got to think far. Time to be strong!

Life's a climb, but the view is great! :)

Friday, January 01, 2010,1:43 AM

-DO HARD THINGS!

Countdown at TC was awesome!! What a great way to spend the last few moments of 2009 and the beginning of 2010 in church. :D Anyway, the performances were all great! I was drawn to all of them. It's so amazing to see various talents unleashed and it amazes me that God has specially planted a unique talent for everyone. We were caught in a jam for a very long time after that and I'm very thankful+sorry for making tammy&zhijian wait till 2am for supper round two. :D DIMSUM!!! Yay.

Anyway, my phone is spoilt again. :( Even my phone is doing things the hard way. I will send it for repair soon. And because of that I didn't get to meet up with the rest just now and it's also because of jetlag. I slept my afternoon away. I'm so sorry. At least I'm not in a daze now. :)

Next week is gonna be busy, meetups, chingay, meetings, BWOC, bidding for modules, moving back to KR, woahhh, DOING HARD THINGS! Let's enjoy it!