why don't we hit restart and pause it at our favourite parts

Tuesday, March 31, 2009,8:10 AM

-<3

I love this picture! :) I think it's so cool and pretty and it brings back happy memories! Class outing to east coast after As. It was our first ever class outing (oh my tian, yesss!!!) and I suppose it's our very last one too, till maybe many thousand donkey years later/if some nice enthu person decides to organise another outing! HAHA. Definitely looking forward to another one, even if we'll all be meeting again when we're in our sixties or something. That's not too bad right, because we'll all be senior citizens. AND. Senior citizens got BUS CONCESSION, which makes travelling cheap! AND. Senior citizens can purchase cheap movie tickets! :D WOW. Not a bad idea indeed.

Anyway, I miss school!

I don't like working! Really! Yvonne and Grace left today. ): We attempted to zi pai in the toilet and experienced a couple of heart attacks because our colleagues would suddenly come into the toilet and we had to hide the camera phone. Security reasons! So we had our break we them and at 3pm they left for JE for clearance. We'll be meeting them in a month's time again though, woohoo! :) For dinner! To celebrate our retirement! :D

21 days counting! Go go go!

I've spent 800bucks booking practical lessons. My netts is totally crying out for help! I need my march pay asap!

Anyway, one thing I really want to thank God for is the peace that I've been experiencing ever since I chose to surrender my rights to decide what future I want. That night when I chose to surrender, it was a very powerful feeling that moved in my heart and I felt very very happy after that. I saw God's big big BIG hand and it really gave me all the comfort I needed. God is good and His love endures forever. :)

I hope my friends will be less stressed about uni. All the best to those writing essays and going for interviews! BE CONFIDENT! :D and smileeeeee!

Anyway, there are some things that I wanna do! Very random!
1)Watch confessions of a shopaholic
2)Finish boys before flowers all in one shot
3)Start on breaking dawn
4)Get my hands on "I kissed dating goodbye" so that I can start on "boy meets girl"
5)Meet up with cheryl, sijia, shuyu, stella, duqian, all of click five and many many more!!!
6)Go on a holiday! :D

Meeting ninamon tomorrow! :D &&&& i hope i can make it for S24 outing on sat! Dear friends, please turn up!

Friday, March 27, 2009,7:20 AM

-Pet society

Pet society rocks! :D Today grace and I were on facebook the entire day while at work. I was bringing pig-a-lig around visiting friends and their pets and I realised I'm such a noob! It feels like neopets but more alive, and not as fun as maple. I love maple and I really miss mapling with my friends. Sec three days were fun man! :D Seriously crazy, but fun! Anyway, my eyes are cocky now and I'm 90% brain dead. I'll be a good sis and mug complex tomorrow if I've got the time and help my bro with it. :)

Jap lunch was pretty good today and we spent a lot. And we took cab back to the office and the meter didn't even jump! That's how near our office was! Haha.

I've got a date with my aunts tomorrow morning for breakfast at ya kun, outing with val after that a home visitation with gracie moonie to miss tan's place, lastly family dinner at xin wang cafe! :) Goodness, I love tomorrow! :)

I've got to go now,
MY SPECIAL DATE WITH RAYMOND! :)
woohoo!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009,7:37 AM

-Uni applications

HELLO, EVERYONE'S BUSY WITH UNI APPLICATIONS, UNI APPLICATIONS AND UNI APPLICATIONS! D: How sad! I see my friends around me getting stressed and vexed by uni, uni, uni. Uni is the root of all evil. Haha. Anyway, I've submitted mine to nus and ntu, and I'm not even trying for smu because there's no point since nothing there interests me. So I'm going with nus and ntu! :D I commit this into God's hands. His big and mighty, strong and powerful hands! Hurray! Everything's going to be fine. :)

My brother bombarded me with complex number questions just now D: I almost died! So I called my wonderful friend Miss Du for help and wa-la! The question was solved. :)

I passed final theory trial last saturday with the help of my daddy and Miss Du. Because I was messaging them half the time whenever I didn't know/wasn't sure of the answer. I passed, I passed!!! But I cheated. Haha. Final theory next month :D Must mug hard and do Gracie Moonie's 600qns ftt book :D Thou Shalt Ace It Yo!

Click Five went for Sakae Sushi Buffet at ulufied Tanjong Pagar. We had such a hard time finding Sakae which was at Icon, which was next to a temple! Haha. We couldn't find the temple and walked in the wrong direction. It was really funny and we had to call up to ask the people at Sakae where they were located. But the GREAT and SMART us found it after that and ordered a lot a lot A LOT of food! I think we've been blacklisted at Sakae! There were so much to eat and the waitress had to even put our orders on another table because it was seriously way too overwhelming. So we laughed and talked and laughed and talked as usual. :) Jieying wanted to have tea after that but we ended up settling down at some really nice sofa area! :) The sitting place was so huge and comfy, our butts just loved it so much that we ended up talking about the good old times :) We never seem to get tired of repeating past stories :) And ended up laughing a lot a lot a lot while Jieying and Gracie Moonie were both on the verge of falling asleep because they sleep really early every night!!! Oh my tian. Early sleep-ers. I think only Minghwei, Winnie and I were pretty high :) So we were talking about class chalet, overseas trip and another gathering, preferably ASAP! :D SNG friends forever!! <3

Work has been... I don't know what to say. It's just too much to say. If you want to know what major stuffs happened two days ago, ask me! Anyway, for those who roughly knew what happened, WE'RE STAYING ON.. :) And probably going to be more guai la, for instance, talking less, try not to fall asleep, be more hardworking.. We'll try la :) Okay jiayou! One month to go before RETIREMENT! :D Me can't wait! :D

I'm so slow. 1,2,3,4 is a great song :) Go listen!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009,2:21 AM

-off we gooooooo!

I love pictures from simplylovely :D Anyway, I will be gone for co camp tonight till tomorrow! :D Don't miss me! And to those who messaged me or called or tried to jio me out for lunch/dinner/kopi teh-c so that you could make me feel better, I AM FINE!!! :D Very good in fact, but nevertheless, I appreciate it a lot.

Yesterday night was crazy though. I haven't felt so kanchiong in such a long time. I like the oh-my-tian-I-am-stress feeling actually. POSITIVE STRESS! :)

Lenka has a superbly nice and cute song. :)
I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

NUS OPEN HOUSE was fun :) NUS subway has nice subway cookies because they're super hard, not the soft chewy type. But the traditional typical hard ones. I love it! But kahyan hates it. :D And there's 20% discount, oh my tian. I shall feed on subway if I enter NUS. If. Open house makes me happy because I get to see people I haven't met for a long long time. Haha. Anyway, I met grace chan, winnie soh and tan jie ying. :D When I saw jie ying I was seriously high! And I dragged her all the way to where grace and winnie were sitted at. I didn't stay for the FOS talk though. Kahyan went round the booths with me and I had such a hard time understanding some of the profs. It was fun talking to the students too. Eg. Michelle whom I terribly wanted to siam away from but I didn't eventually. And this year 3 chem student was quite funny! I think she'll make a fantastic chem teacher in the future. She has that aura! :D

G12 conference from thursday to saturday was a great experience for me too. I initially thought I would be dreading it, especially when I've got to travel from home to expo for three days consecutively. But I didn't. In fact, I looked forward to it. I did. And God worked a lot in my heart during those days. I need to get started on my reflection asap! Oh yeah, being part of the hospitality team was a oh-man-i-love-it experience too! :) We should do this more often yo. And I'm so thankful for the pastors, the cell group and everyone who had a part to play in it! (including delirious?) :D

Okay, duqian better whack me if I doze off tonight. We're supposed to be watching huan zhu ge ge using mr ng's laptop after night trail. Haha. Speaking of night trail, I miss last year's co camp!! And this year, duqian is going to be the ghost again. I really hope I don't freak out. Last year I really freaked out in the toilet but it was so so so fun! :D

I can't wait to get my hands on the kueh lapis grace chan is bringing back from batam. YUMMM.. :)

Monday, March 09, 2009,7:50 AM

-Give Thanks!

"We tend to focus on the bad things that have happened to us or worry about the negative possibilities ahead. But just as suddenly and quickly as a bad thing can happen, something wonderful can happen. We can be blessed at the most unexpected moments, but we're never waiting, focusing or hoping for that. Instead we're either waiting for or trying to avoid the bad."

I think the above is so true and I really love the above picture as well. It feels as though good things are about to descend. Friday was really one of the most traumatising day but I really thank God for it. I thank him for my results and his faithfulness. And I thank him for the friends who stood by me, who tolerated all my complains and I know I complain a lot because of my results. So duqian, thanks so much for listening to me whine and look kinda depressed. Thank God for nina as well. Listening to her talk made me cry so much too but I'm learning, I'm really really learning to give thanks for the good and bad. Lastly for my family for tolerating all my moodswings, my grumpyness, my angry stares and frustrations. Not forgeting late night talks at 1am, trying to comfort me and at the same time reminding me of God's perfect plan for me. There was so much tears whenever I talk to my parents. But it's good. I needed talks like this. Good friends like miss yong kwai hoong gives me a lot of strength as well and I really really hope to be like her. I think God is so proud of you, peng you!

Anyway, this week has been good.
1. SMU OPEN HOUSE and meeting seniors and talkng to super nice yutingtingting!
2. NUSCO CONCERT, and seeing terri teo (ohmytian ohmytian) and seeing co people (YAY). I really miss co a lot and everyone. I had so much fun buying bananas for chongkahyan and lichen, and clarice duqian and I had a fun time on the mrt and we almost missed clementi!
3. AUSTRALIA UNI EXHIBITION/FAIR at suntec and orchard hotel. There's this pink jie jie who is super nice and cute! :D

I'm looking forward to a good lunch at amk hub tmrw with chansy and chong chong, NYNY! :D

Wednesday, March 04, 2009,7:28 AM

-lor mee

The Lor Mee at tech point near my office is very nice :D I think it's the best food at tech point that I've tried. Haha. Anyway, Grace, Yvonne, Graciemoonie and I took two days leave (thurs&fri) so yay, no work for the rest of the week. Grace and I have been talking about our results & future for many days already, haha, I don't know why we don't get sick of it. Oh yeah, thank you friends who dropped me msges to make me happy. That was really nice. Like val, you were being stupid in your msg. HAHA. But I laughed my head off.

TMRW!
1) BTT IN THE MORNING
2) LUNCH WITH DUDU & LALA
3) MEET GRACE & GO MEET MISS TAN
4) MEET MUM FOR RETAIL THERAPY

What a great way to calm my nerves before friday.
All the best everyone!
:D

Tuesday, March 03, 2009,6:25 AM

-Be Brave Audrey Chong

It's already tuesday, 030309. We're closer to 060309 every second. I'm sure everyone heard about this already,

Results for the 2008 GCE A-Level examination will be released on 6 March 2009 ( 2.30 pm ).

Grace and I received this piece of news at amk hub during lunch and we both went cold at that moment. We came up with four different options that we have if we got bad results. 1)retake As 2)go overseas 3)just get into whatever course in whatever uni that we can get into 4) commit suicide. Haha. Okay we were that crazy. So we shopped at fairprice and bought goodies to cheer ourselves up. What's better was that I saw stella and myself on i-weekly. Hahaha. Totally made me laugh! We were super puny la, but I still managed to see us, behind jiro george and raine :D That's how crazy we were, queueing up for seven and a half hours just to get their autograph and shake their hands! HAHA :D

Okay, I digressed quite a bit.

Anyway, to be very honest, I'm super scared! I got so scared that I lost appetite to eat on sunday. I got so scared that I had to suppress my tears at my grandparents house and in the car. I was so scared that I would suddenly feel so cold and my stomach would flip. All the bad scenarios and regrets start to make me feel panicky, which isn't a good feeling. You get what I mean.

Thank God for cell group on monday, seriously! :D I got distracted and while sharing I felt as though As weren't that important afterall. God's most important. I want to learn to thank God for whatever results I'll be getting, good or bad. I have to learn to trust in God. Really really trust him completely and not just trusting him for one moment then the next moment I get so cold again. I really really pray that my heart will be strong enough to accept whatever results I get, to thank God for it all because everything I have belongs to Him. It's so hard you know. It's such a struggle. I hate it when my faith wavers, when I feel as though I haven't surrendered it all into His hands. I don't like feeling scared.

Anyway, really wanna thank God again for making me sooooooo extremely tired every night and I'll just doze off the moment my head hits my pillow. I know some people have trouble sleeping. I really pray that they'll stop worrying. I know worrying won't help to improve my grades. Worrying won't change anything. Worrying is basically pointless and I'll get wrinkles early if I worry excessively. For now, I pray for a thankful heart and peaceful mind.

Stop worrying friends.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

Thank you God for this promise.

kkkkkkkkk I really need my sleep. Goodnight!

Sunday, March 01, 2009,5:17 AM

-moodswings

Today is such a lousy day. Everyone who met me could tell there's something wrong with me. During service I was still okay, not happy but okay, during lunch it got worse even though my parents treated me to manhatten fish market, which usually makes me happy. My mum wanted to buy stuffs for me too but I was in a very bad mood, I wanted to just go home and sleep. So getting stuck at the shopping mall just made me irritated. I haven't felt like this before, besides getting scolded. No one scolded me at all. I just feel very lousy. I suspect it's because results are out next week and I feel really really stress.

God loves me.
God loves me.
God loves me.
I must be happy.
I must be happy.
I must be happy.

Anyway ystd's lunch with co people was great :) It was a great catching up session, the food, the talk and the people! I think clarice's internship is just so cool! All the stuffs that she is exposed to is just gan cool. HAHA. I'm learning from celestina regarding the gan thingy! And jifan is easily excited about the wrong stuffs while shangfei and I will try not to imagine/picture whatever clarice is saying. Sijia and I were being retarded. She prefered whatever I ordered and I prefered whatever she ordered so we switched food. Oh yah the xin wang waiter has an excellent memory!! Haha. I was so amazed by how he could remember the dishes that matched the numbers on the menu! Haha. Okay talking about this makes me happier :) And I treated my family to dinner, which cost over a hundred dollars! My wallet feels lighter now.

Anyway thank you Issac, you made my heart 5% happier than before. :)

Jesus loves me yes I know,
for the bible tells me so.

OKAY AUDREY, SMILE!