YO!
It's almost 2009! OH. MY. TIAN. I'm kinda excited for 2009, looking forward to a brand new year, a great start, wondering what God has installed for me. Then again, I'm quite scared about the future. Like what nina said, our future is filled with uncertainties. One unhappy thing about new year's eve is that my wonderful daddy won't be around for countdown. He'll be flying across the Indian ocean. So this year will be quite different from other years. We always have our countdowns either at childhood friend's place or somewhere out, but always counting down as a family. I'll be missing my dad. Another sad thing to be upset about is that my dad won't be around for chinese new year too. :/ :/ His passengers are snatching my dad away. I don't really like it.

ANYWAYYYYYY!!!! Apart from the not-so-happy part, I shall share my joy with all our you guys. It's no big deal BUT BUT BUT it's a SUPER BIG deal to me!!!!

GRACE & I TOOK NO PAY LEAVE FOR TMRW :D :D :D :D
So that we can meet up with oba & frog for lunch & PONYO PONYO PONYO!!!!! :D :D :D Hahaha. I'm finally looking forward to something :D && looking forward to sci centre outing on thurs!!! :D :D :D &&&!!! Popeyes on sat with miss lim & syndicate!!!! :D :D :D &&&&!!! Morning service on sunday!!!! :D :D :D &&&&&!!!! VAK outing the following week!!! &&&&&&!!! PLEASE CAN WE GO WATCH TWILIGHT SOON!!! I'm lagging like mad!

TODAY!!! We had buffet for lunch!!!! :D Grace & I are full time slackers already. We slack like nobody's business during office hours. Eg. Hiding in the staff canteen when nobody's around to watch yu le bai fen bai, laughing at xiao zhu, xiao gui and fang da tong! :D :D I love gracechan's hot chocolate and milk tea! They're super nice! :D

I got a surprise from this super sweet x1000000 friend of mine on the 26th of dec. I love you friend! (: HOT CHOCOLATE ROCKS! (: (:

Ooooohyah, thankyou duqian for helping me with the cb outing! & thankyou all who kept reminding me to drink lots of water & asking me to sleep early, even though you're super naggy but i feel very blessed! (: I'm much better. Only my eyes are still tearing. I feel as though I've been crying all day long. Haha. Quite cool.

Lastly, night cycling around lentor, listening to my favourite playlist in my ipod is one of the best feelings in the world! I can literally smile non-stop! Right here, right now is really a great song to listen while cycling, enjoying the cool breeze & looking up into the skies where the stars shine so brightly for us! Wahhh thank God for it man! His creation is just ohmytian, nice! :D

I need to start thinking about my 2009 resolutions. Important k!

HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE :D



















I read this before but when I read it again this time, it blew me away.

"A girl should get so lost in God, that a guy has to seek God to find her!"
~ Dannah Gresh, author.

Anyway, it's almost christmas! :D My favourite day of the year, apart from my birthday. HAHA. Life has been busy after As, maybe even busier than As because I'm busy meeting up with friends, moving house, working, doing other stuffs but just.. not spending more time with God. Which makes me really sad ): I really like Alevels! Because of that I really grew closer to God in so many ways. I'm always seeking Him, complaining and whining to him, relying on Him for strength. But after As it's a different story. There's nothing as important or stressful as As, things just revolved around outings, fun, more outings, more fun. Why do I even need to spend time with God right. I think my behaviour sucks too. I get more annoyed easily. I'm becoming increasing impatient. I don't like myself in many ways.

I've been searching for God. Trying so hard to hear His voice. & I think He's really teaching me something. I don't know how to explain it here but I think I know what He is trying to teach me because it striked me a couple of times and when I pay attention to what others are saying to me, I got hold of what God was trying to tell me through the people around me.

PATIENCE.

If He's not responding,
be PATIENT.

I'll just have to wait for His answer, His calling, whatever it may be.
PATIENCE audrey.

& I should really be more patient with the people around me, especially my family! I shouldn't be taking advantage of them being close to me, hence, being able to tolerate my temper.

Breathe.. Exhale.. Be patient.

& so what if everyone's getting into a relationship. No stress yo! I need to get my relationship right with God first! God first, family second, friends next, & we'll talk about the rest later, when I can handle these.

Create in me a new heart
One that follows You
Place in me a deep desire
To know You as I'm known
Set my feet in Your ways
To live worthy of Your call
Draw me near to You Lord
Every single day
I just want to be more like You
Walk with You beside me
Lord, won't You be my guide
Place Your heart inside my soul
A heart that's ever true
One that's after You

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Yo world! I'm not dead! I'm still alive and kicking! But I'm just feeling extremely tired right now. My eyes are partially closed but because of val, who pestered me non-stop via sms, I will try to satisfy her by blogging a couple of sentences to summarise my week. Okay. Stop bugging me lah. I'm really very very tired.

1) HELLO, I MOVED HOUSE.
The place is great! :D It's bigger and better! Moving house is seriously no joke lah! I was so excited about moving but I really hated the packing and throwing rubbish away part. I got too many rubbish! I love rubbish. I am rubbish. Haha. Okay I packed and because we didn't get any professional movers to help us, we had to do everything ourselves and it's the fourth day already and we haven't finished bringing the stuffs from omar khayyam over!! Unpacking was even more tiring because we have to mop the floor, sweep the floor, wipe the dirty sandy areas because unpacking. Then the next day the carpenters will start fixing new stuffs and it gets all dusty AGAIN. Then after work I'll have to mop sweep wipe again. Must help out okay. Cannot be a bai4 jia1 zi3. Must work together to make the house look good! :D It's worth it. Anyway my piano sounds AWESOME now. Wahahahaha. I think because we just tuned it. But I think my cello died. I think so. I don't even dare to open the case because I'm afraid I smashed it while loading it onto the lorry. Aiyoo.

2) WORK IS FUN! :D
Yup, work is fun! :D I've mastered the art of slacking. We extended our teabreaks to around 40mins when it's supposed to be 15mins. Lunch has been extended too (by us!) to around 1hr plus. Hahaha. Anyway, I love ystd's lunch! Lady boss treated all 8 temp staffs! :D How cool is that yo! Very very cool! :D I hope menghwee and charlene liked our last min gift we got at amk hub today! Grace & I were super last min! Grace tells funny stories! It makes me laugh and working together on the same desk is fun lah!!! Grace is crappy ma!

3) IM OBSSESSED WITH NEW WORDS!
Terribad (terrible + bad) lah!

4) I NEED MORE MONEY TO BUY ECLIPSE! I NEED ENERGY TO STAY UP TO READ AFTER WORK AND UNPACKING. I NEED MORE THAN 24 HOURS A DAY TO GET THINGS DONE! I NEED TO START GETTING XMAS CARDS! Hahaha. The list is never ending yo.

5) Thank God for everything above! You know, we must really learn to be contented with everything that we have. Good or bad, happy or sad. And I'm still learning how to be thankful for everything.

6) I cannot wait for S24 outing this sat. I miss everyone ):

7) I saw vien today! She dao me huh!!!!! Hahahaha.

8) I've been mia-ing from msn for too long. Drop me an sms to contact me :D :D

9) I hope everyone's having fun, playing & working hard! Jiayou!

10) Val, I still love you la lousy! :D This is for you!


And now I tell you openly, you have my heart so don't hurt me.
You're what I couldn't find.
A totally amazing mind, so understanding and so kind;
You're everything to me.

OHHH so edward & bella -ish! :D I like!
Hari Raya tmrw! I like!
Okay back to twilight! :D I like!


#Thank God it's friday! Now I finally understand why adults get so happy when it's friday! Friday really rocks my world! Especially if you're an office bound worker. You really love fridays. :D
#Thank God it's the long weekends! :D I can finally get down to serious packing, more reading (edward&bella), & meeting up with friends!
#I don't like jurong east! I will never ever stay in jurong east! Haha. Grace & I went to jurong east to sign our letter of appointment. It's super far okay!! & ulu!!!! It doesn't look nice too! Boohoo. I'm anti jurong east now. Anyway, we've signed the contract and are officially admin assistants! :D We are going to get our photos taken and make our entry passes soon. Yay, no more visitor pass!
#Really thank God for menghwee & charlene! They are super cute can!!! Xiao mei meis!!! :D & they're really nice! I enjoy seeing a short little note on my table once a while saying HELLO or THANKYOUUU! I kept every single one of it.
#Thank God for Grace-Marie Chan En Hui too!!! I think I would have quitted my job if she wasn't there with me man! & she makes me jump out of bed almost every morning with her morning messages. & stresses me TO THE MAX because she reaches super early! At 7.30am when work only starts at 8.30am! CAN YOU DONT COME SO EARLY A NOT! :D I hope I'll survive next wk without her. Okay can can can! Jiayou!
#We played catching in the office
#We played neopets in the office
#We attempted to kope pple's food from the fridge but that's stealing!
#We exchange ipods around :D I love jaychou! He accompanies me through my boring working life.
#I'm so glad that different pple msg me on diff days. It makes work not so sian!
#I met xxx twice this wk! Haha. No comments.
#I'm excited for ben&jerry chunk fest tmrw.
#I want to cut my hair soon
#Nina's email made me extremely happy!!! :D
#I love sally! :D :D :D Must eat it again next wk!
#I got no work tmrw! Joy to the world!


Been working since monday, oh man, I really dislike working! ): I was super depressed on monday, and kept complaining to gracechan. She was good man, just kept working, and so I got encouraged and continued working even though I was really really depressed. I felt so miserable and sad for those people in the office. I don't understand what is the motivation that keeps them going on and on and on, doing the same things over and over again year after year. Don't they get tired of it. What have they achieved at the end of it. So I went home and complained and whine to my parents. They just kept laughing! Second day was a lot better. "Held" by Natalie Grant really gave me a lot of comfort. Furthermore, the night before, during quiet time I remembered clearly about the part about God being merciful and compassionate. I don't know why but knowing that just gave me a lot of comfort and joy(: cause I know God understands what I'm going through. So on tues, I was 70% of the day happy. Grace was damn depressed though!!!! Super duper! ): Today was alright la. Average day. Maybe we're both numb to the robotic working life we're leading. Anway I'm super anti recruit express now. They really cheat our feelings ): ): ): Horrible experience. We're getting less efficient as the day goes by, I feel quite bad though. We missed lunch today too. Was super hungryy when I got home. I could eat 10 pigs 9 elephants 8 hippos 7 sheeps 6 zebras 5 tigers 4 chickens 3 cucumbers 2 tomatos and a banana okay! Hahaha. Audrey chong!!! Jiayou!!!

I'm super happy duqian is back! I miss her so much yo!!! :D & I hope sijia&mel&char&winnielim are doing fine in India. I hope Nina's enjoying her shiok life in US. & to the rest of us slacking or finding jobs, best of luck yo! :D

Not because of who I am,
But because of what You've done,
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who You are! (:





Audrey Chong!
Stnicks/NJC
I belong to God forever.


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